Welp... I am moving!!! Im m moving from me and my boyfiends house with his family to our own house down south carolina. It doesnt surprise me that much that we are in fact moving. the longest Ive ever lived in one place is a few years. Ive always wished I were one of the people who grew up in one place and at the age of thirty end up having the same friends that youve had when you were 2. Thats not the life I live though, i'm only 18 and ive already lived in more houses i can count but i've never been ouside of the pittsbugh area. That i do not understand. Now I am moving to South Carolina!!! How exciting is that? I think we are going to live there for a really long time. Its a brand new start for us. For us to just be us and just have our relationship. We just really need personal space for our relationship to bloom. We are vacationing down there on the 26th of august through the 1st of september for our one year anniversary. Im REALLY excited he has a surprise for me and i wonder what it is! Im really excited for our vacation. Its long needed. we will be alone for a week! A whole week to ourselves alone without all the added pressues that are here. Ah he is such an amazing guy and he takes such great care of me. Sometimes I can be a jerk because I am stressing and I deal with my own self esteem issues so its hard to be happy sometime and block eveything out and see just us so I really need this vacation. but enough on that for now-----
Today was a... HOT day! I think it was 97 degrees today. It was so so so very hot. I did have fun at work though! I love being outside! Even though it was really hot. I love flowers. Oh i forgot to mention I work at lowes, and im a cashier. So today I got to cashier outside! It was so much fun! I love my outside customers I love smelling all the flowers! Everything is just so positive and easy outside! My baby came up a few times and my insecurities really got the best of me but that was all day. It was a good day but I was feeling really down all day. I think when me and him are alone it will be easier to work on and get over all of my problems. I just need to keep reminding myself somebody loves me and cannot live without me.
Well until Tomorrow....
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