Oh no!!!

Soooo.... Im sick!!!! I called off of work the past two days. :( and my last day of work will be in ten more days. My move is coming up soo soon and I am soooo excited!!! South Carolina here I come!!! I will be leaving to go down there on the second of november!!! If ive never mentioned it before the place where I currently live is in Pennsylvania. Things are going to be so different in south carolina. I am going to be a South Carolinian. I am already planning my thanks giving where I will be making my now Fiance the best thanks giving dinner he has ever eaten! :) yay for soon-to-be-wives!!!! I am thinking about making a surprise homemade chicken pot pie!!! Its a secrete recipe so it should be really good. On another note I will be uploading new hula-hoop videos on my youtube account soon natashahoopornot. Im really far back on uploading vids so I will be sure to catch up soon. be sure to check it out!!! Thats all I have for now so I am going to get some more rest. :) see ya later

Rest and Relaxation

Well... Today was my day off and what did I do? absolutely nothing. Which was good at first. I helped my future mother in law out with a few things around the house, I spent time with my boyfriends parents while he worked all day, and I ate a banana split made for me by my boyfriends mother. I'm so excited to move down to South Carolina I just want to develoe a somewhat close relationship to my boyfriends family since i do live down here with them. But i feel like that is not going to happen because they have two daughters that they are trying to get close to and when there around its like I am not even here. I cried today because I was having such an amazing day with my future mother in law and then It all wen downhill I was going to ask if she wanted me to come to the store with her since i helped her clean and we talked more today but she asked her daughter. Which is understandable its her daughter. However, I was already planning on asking her to do something today but instead I helped her clean out the house. It hurt me a lot so i was on the phone with my boyfriend crying for about an hour. Im a semi sensative person. By semi I mean I am a very sensative person.----

Other than that the fun thing i did today was i looked at WEDDING dresses!!! I found such pretty ones and I found an amazoing website that I could get mine off of for any color. Our wedding is going to be blue green and white. Its going to probably be an outdoor wedding. Its going to be such a beautiful wedding and its probably going to take place down in South Carolina. So... everyone who we want to come to our wedding will have to come down there. Which his parents should already be down there so we wont have to worry about them coming down. I kinda want a big wedding but then again I want a small wedding. It is going to be outside but if it is inside (which it might be with airconditioning) there is going to be flowers EVERYWHERE!!! I love outdoors and natures and all the lovely little creatures that dwell outside in the wild. I was thinking blue for my wedding dress but I cant really find a really nice one that i LOVE! So I was thinking about even making my wedding dress. I did find a beautiful wedding dress. It was blue and it was a mermaid style dress. so beautiful. It might be my dress I want to show my boyfriend Shawn but I dont know if I should. Well he should be home soon and I really want to show his dad my dress so Until tomorrow....

A rolling stone gathers no Algea!!!

Welp... I am moving!!! Im m moving from me and my boyfiends house with his family to our own house down south carolina. It doesnt surprise me that much that we are in fact moving. the longest Ive ever lived in one place is a few years. Ive always wished I were one of the people who grew up in one place and at the age of thirty end up having the same friends that youve had when you were 2. Thats not the life I live though, i'm only 18 and ive already lived in more houses i can count but i've never been ouside of the pittsbugh area. That i do not understand. Now I am moving to South Carolina!!! How exciting is that? I think we are going to live there for a really long time. Its a brand new start for us. For us to just be us and just have our relationship. We just really need personal space for our relationship to bloom. We are vacationing down there on the 26th of august through the 1st of september for our one year anniversary. Im REALLY excited he has a surprise for me and i wonder what it is! Im really excited for our vacation. Its long needed. we will be alone for a week! A whole week to ourselves alone without all the added pressues that are here. Ah he is such an amazing guy and he takes such great care of me. Sometimes I can be a jerk because I am stressing and I deal with my own self esteem issues so its hard to be happy sometime and block eveything out and see just us so I really need this vacation. but enough on that for now-----

Today was a... HOT day! I think it was 97 degrees today. It was so so so very hot. I did have fun at work though! I love being outside! Even though it was really hot. I love flowers. Oh i forgot to mention I work at lowes, and im a cashier. So today I got to cashier outside! It was so much fun! I love my outside customers I love smelling all the flowers! Everything is just so positive and easy outside! My baby came up a few times and my insecurities really got the best of  me but that was all day. It was a good day but I was feeling really down all day. I think when me and him are alone it will be easier to work on and get over all of my problems. I just need to keep reminding myself somebody loves me and cannot live without me.
Well until Tomorrow....