Rest and Relaxation

Well... Today was my day off and what did I do? absolutely nothing. Which was good at first. I helped my future mother in law out with a few things around the house, I spent time with my boyfriends parents while he worked all day, and I ate a banana split made for me by my boyfriends mother. I'm so excited to move down to South Carolina I just want to develoe a somewhat close relationship to my boyfriends family since i do live down here with them. But i feel like that is not going to happen because they have two daughters that they are trying to get close to and when there around its like I am not even here. I cried today because I was having such an amazing day with my future mother in law and then It all wen downhill I was going to ask if she wanted me to come to the store with her since i helped her clean and we talked more today but she asked her daughter. Which is understandable its her daughter. However, I was already planning on asking her to do something today but instead I helped her clean out the house. It hurt me a lot so i was on the phone with my boyfriend crying for about an hour. Im a semi sensative person. By semi I mean I am a very sensative person.----

Other than that the fun thing i did today was i looked at WEDDING dresses!!! I found such pretty ones and I found an amazoing website that I could get mine off of for any color. Our wedding is going to be blue green and white. Its going to probably be an outdoor wedding. Its going to be such a beautiful wedding and its probably going to take place down in South Carolina. So... everyone who we want to come to our wedding will have to come down there. Which his parents should already be down there so we wont have to worry about them coming down. I kinda want a big wedding but then again I want a small wedding. It is going to be outside but if it is inside (which it might be with airconditioning) there is going to be flowers EVERYWHERE!!! I love outdoors and natures and all the lovely little creatures that dwell outside in the wild. I was thinking blue for my wedding dress but I cant really find a really nice one that i LOVE! So I was thinking about even making my wedding dress. I did find a beautiful wedding dress. It was blue and it was a mermaid style dress. so beautiful. It might be my dress I want to show my boyfriend Shawn but I dont know if I should. Well he should be home soon and I really want to show his dad my dress so Until tomorrow....